When I see church leaders going through trials, a quote from A. W. Tozer often comes to mind: “It is doubtful whether God can bless a man greatly until he has hurt him deeply.” 

Those words can be troubling. Does Tozer really mean God can’t bless us unless we’re wounded? Is God’s plan to injure those he intends to use? Must suffering be a prerequisite for service?

No matter how we might answer those questions, I do believe Tozer’s on to something. Ministry preparation often starts in the wilderness. The best shepherds are those who’ve walked through the valley of shadows. And those afflicted with Christ are better able to comfort others. 

This pattern also seems to hold true for Andrew Wilson. Yes, God has blessed and used him as a youth minister, pastor, prolific author, and speaker. But as Sarah Zylstra shows in “Andrew Wilson’s Small Life,” he’s seen his share of sorrows. 

Early in his marriage, two of his children were diagnosed with significant developmental delays and regressive autism. As a result, he and his wife, Rachel, had to make some difficult decisions. At times, they’ve abandoned career dreams and ministry opportunities. But God has used their deep hurts for his glory. 

Through it all the Wilsons have “seen the goodness of God in the land of the living.” Reading their story reminded me how God can use many twists and turns—and even troubles—to truly bless us. I’m guessing Tozer wouldn’t be surprised.